Friday, May 19, 2006
i'm having mixed feelings again. help. this must be retribution. for saying mean things again. but i deserved it. i promised to change. but i didn't. when did i become such a person? i'm such an idiot.
today social studies presentation was crap. i bet i pulled down everyone else marks. i was simply so horrible.
then went for lunch with that yixiu. laughed until my face turned er pink. according to her. and i laughed until my head was spinning. sigh.
i feel as though my world is crumbling down again. i can't seemed to do anything right. maybe the world will be a better place without me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm having very bad mood swings. i'm ignoring a lot of people. i'm such an evil and mean person. i shall go and punish myself. i'm so angry with myself. i shall go and slap myself. no. that's too mild. i shall go and er...i'll think of something.
au revoir.
someone save me. I WANT TO BE HAPPY.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
7:31 AM